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05.21. 2019

In My Dreams

Are you awake or soundly asleep?
For my eyes refused to shut on this quiet evening.
My mind kept on asking,
Should I be brave and take that step toward you?

You are but one Messenger and Facebook chat away,
But my fingers hesitate in pressing that button for Wave.
I know you are actively dating this girl,
And will not waste a minute to give me a nod or turn.

Would it be too much to ask for a Hi?
Would you misunderstand if I said hello,
Then, typed in 'What' s Up? '
In a modern world where people are just one click away,
Why is it hard to let you hear the words I' ve wanted to say.

I feel like a teenage girl trapped in a woman's body,
Whose hands get clammy when her crush is near.
Yes, my heart is wildly thumping whenever I sense you are here.
And my words go gibberish when I know you can hear me.

I'm torn between saying I miss you,
Can I hold you?
I want to know you more.
Please let me into your heart and allow me to caress those wounds.

Please don't misunderstand my feelings.
I can love you for good.
I am sincere and loyal, trustworthy and worth keeping.
Please let me in sweetheart and let me fill your lover's part.



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On Raphaelle's Wings

RAPHAEL is one of the seven guardian angels who protect mankind and follow God's plans.

While some people believe that he was the angel meant to give luck to cockfighters and betters, Raphael was actually there to guide and heal the brokenhearted.

Thus, Raphael meant "God heals."


This is my corner amongst the sea of many identities and characters.

This blog contains the many thoughts, questions and ponderings that my mind held for so long.

So, sit back, relax and prepare to take a flight.

Let Raphaelle's (my female persona) wings take you on a journey beyond compare, to a faraway land you sought to conquer, touch, see and hold.

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