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"Sa dinami-rami ng mga pangalang isinulat ko sa papel, ikaw lang ang bukod-tanging isinulat ko sa puso ko. "

Pero, mali ako. Dahil hindi lang kita basta isinulat sa puso ko. Iniukit ko ang bawat isang letra na tila ba isa ka sa mga taong bagama't dapat ko nang burahin ay hindi ko na magagawa pa. Nakaukilkil ang bawat titik sa aking puso sa pinakamariin at malalim na paraan.

Hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko. Alam kong mali ang ginagawa ko pero para sa akin, tama ito. Sabi nila, ang pinakamabisang paraan upang makapagsimula nang panibago sa buhay ay ang talikuran ang mga alaala. Ngunit, papaano ko magagawa iyon kung ang buhay ay walang iba kundi IKAW? May silbi pa ba ang pagbabago kung hindi rin lang naman kita kasama?

Siguro, kung maririnig mo ang mga sentimyentong ito ng puso ko, wala kang ibang gagawin kundi ang pagtawanan ako. Ang cheesy kasi, eh! Pero, wala na akong magagawa dahil ito ang totoong laman ng puso ko sa mga oras na ito. Maging hanggang bukas, sa susunod na araw o maging sa mga darating pang araw na hindi ko na mabilang.

Namimiss na talaga kita. Tuwing umaga, kapag papasok ako sa eskwelahan, hindi ko mapigil ang sarili kong maisip kita. Hindi maaaring kahit sansaglit ay hindi ka sasagi sa isip ko. Pero, wala akong pinahihirapan kundi ang sarili ko...

Dapat na kitang kalimutan pero paano ko gagawin iyon?

Para akong mamamatay kung tuluyan kitang kalilimutan...

Can Love Really Kill or Is it Too Much Love? (Updated)


Do you believe that too much love can kill you? Or is there such thing as too much love? Do you remember this post?

Well, a lot of those who commented said they like the shirt's design. So I'm giving away shirts! But of course, it's not as easy as just throwing it away to you guys. hehe. You have to do a little work to get it. Yes, this is a contest and I am inviting you to join.

Pa-CONTEST!

Monz Avenue has now reached its 8th month in the blogosphere! Thanks to you.

As my way of showing gratitude for the continued support that you have shown to me and to my blog, I am running a contest. Oo na, gaya-gaya na ako. Peru eto uso ngayon eh. Hahlols. ^_^

I Need Sponsors!

Be a sponsor. Just leave a comment or send me an email at rayban1st@yahoo.com

So far, the Sponsors are:
* Chad of Coolbutsmokin.wordpress.com who offers cash through Paypal
* Rhona of Kofistains.com who offers cash through Paypal
* Reesie of Reesie.net who offers cash through Paypal
* Jehzeel of Jehzlau-Concepts.com who offers cash through Paypal
* Jerick of Rickspot.com who offers ad space at his site
* Bogcess of TechnoChase.com who offers cash through Paypal
* Mars of OrphicPixel.com who offers cash through Paypal
* Winkie of WinkiesWorld.wordpress.com who offers cash/E-load
* Cris of www.crisiboy.com who offers cash/E-load


(Ulit lang.)


Benefits of being a sponsor to this contest:
* You will own an AD space in the sidebar of this blog.
* The participants of the contest will include a link in their entry-posts to your respective blogs.
* One T-shirt for each cash sponsor.

To be a sponsor, you can donate cash through Paypal. Cash must be at least $8. You can also offer ad space. However ad space must be at least 120 x 150 pixels, a space good enough for small icons or small banner.

Terms and Conditions for the Sponsorship:
* For sponsors who would donate at least $8 to $12 cash through Paypal or Credit Card, in return, you will receive one T-shirt (size of your choice) and a 150 x 120 ad space in my sidebar (or as big as that OrphicPixel image in the sidebar) until December 2009.

* For sponsors who would donate cash ranging from $13 to $20, in return, you will receive one T-shirt and a 150 x 120 ad space in my side bar
(or as big as that OrphicPixel image in the sidebar) for one-whole year. (From July 2009 to July 2010)

* For sponsors who would donate $21 and above, in return, you will receive two T-shirts and a permanent 150 x 240 ad space (banner) in the sidebar.

* E-loads or Philippine cash is also accepted (at least Php 300). Please contact me for further info.



The mechanics:
• Make a post about love, too much love, unrequited love, unconditional love and any kind of love that you could think of.
• Put this shirt design image (see above picture) anywhere on your post. The shirt image must have a link towards my blog. Note: Failure to do so disqualifies your entry.
* Include the links of the sponsors in your entry/post.

Should you wish to join, first, please go to this link and vote for this T-shirt design. Click here. Actually, this is optional but I'd appreciate it so much if you'll register to that site and vote for this T-shirt design.

Please join me celebrate by joining the contest. I'd appreciate it.

Join now! I can only accommodate 10 participants. So hurry!

Criteria for judging:
* Number of comments on your entry/post.
* Number of incoming links from your blog to my blog through that T-shirt image in your blog post. Let me know if this is not clear.
* Number of votes: I will put up a poll in the sidebar with the names of the participants after the 10 is completed.

Prizes (Tentative):
* All 10 participants will receive a shirt.
* $15 for the Ultimate Winner.
* $8 for the Voters Choice Awardee
* $8 for the Most Commented Poster

Note:
* I reserve the rights to change or increase the prizes. This information is still subject to change until July 20.
* Deadline of submission of entries is on August 3, 2009. The contest will close on August 7, 2009 and winners will also be announced on the same day.
Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant.
- 1 Corinthians 13:4





84 comments:

Kasali ka rin! Galing!

ang sakit... hays... ukitan ba naman ang puso. hays... nakakaemo!!!

but i like it :) thanks for the drop!

Kasali ka rin pala dito sa T0shirt contest. Ngayon ko lang napansin.:)

di ba commentdrive ito? paramihan ng comments?

dont worry, tutulungan kita. :)

Hi Rcyan, thank you very much for joining. hehe. paki-update po byung links ng sponsors. nadagdagan kasi. hehe. Thanks

Monz Avenue

ganda ng bago mong bahay...


ganun ba yun dapat kalimutan ang alalaaa para makalimot. hmmmmm...


maganda maga

oi pare, dahil malakas ka saken iaadd kita sa blogroll ko, pero IF, IF lang naman magustuhan mo akong ilagay sa blogroll mo mukang mahihirapan ka, basta madaming taga blogspot ang nahihirapan akong iadd e, sa hindi pa rin malinaw na kadahilanan... isa pa pala, i love your header, 2nd time ko na yata tong sasabihin at mukang hindi ako magsasawa.

anyway kasali ka pala sa isang pakontes, suportahan kita jan, medyo late na nga yung entry ko para jan e, sa monday pa ako makakagawa, but then its a nice post, punong puno ng pait.

pero may problema ata, mas mahaba pa ung entry mo sa pakontes ni mon kesa sa main blog... hahaha

ingatz

@MON: I won't forget to update my post.(hehe.)

@PAPS: Gandang umaga rin! Haha! Dati ko na 'tong bahay. binago ko lang 'yung layout.

@LIVINGSTAIN: Na-add na kaya kita. heheheh... nilagay ko 'yung www.axrealm.com. tinanggap naman siya ng blogger. hehe. gusto ko rin 'yung header na 'to. para kasi akong laging tumitingala sa langit.

@LIVINGSTAIN: Na-add na kaya kita. heheheh... nilagay ko 'yung www.axrealm.com. tinanggap naman siya ng blogger. hehe. gusto ko rin 'yung header na 'to. para kasi akong laging tumitingala sa langit.

Ay mali! www.livingstain.wordpress.com pala. wala naman pong problema. na-add po kita.

Spamman na ito! Haha!

I disabled my word verification temporarily for the duration of this contest, para mas madalaing mag-post. Hehe

Sure thing, Rcyan, tulungan na ito ng mga kapwa emo. :-D

nie post here... :)
i can relate! haayayy...
goodluck po sau!

Tanggalin mo muna ang comment moderation for the duration of the contest, para real-time ang posting ng comments. hehe

Mahirap kasing mag-spam ng comments kung hindi mo nakikita yung comments na nilalagay mo. hehe

Tapos, hindi rin makita kung ilan na nga ba talaga ang comments sa post mo. Right now, 10 pa rin lang ang nakikita ko, and this number wouldn't be updated until your next sign in.

word verif: expel. wala lang. hehe

Hi Rcyan,

I hope you can register and vote for this T-shirt design.

http://www.designbyhumans.com/vote/detail/58792?page=1

I'll really appreciate if you will vote and leave a comment. Thanks

hi bumalik ulit ako, nadd na kita sa blogroll ko, alam mo ang ganda ng entry mo, sana manalo tayong dalawa... hehehehe

Pwede na raw ulit mag-spam! Basta unique posts lang, bawal daw ang duplicate comments. hehe.

yung word verification, natatanggal siya by going to settings. di ko maalala kung pang-ilang option siya.

Ngayon ko lang napansin, this post is dated July 2?

sinabihan ko rin si Acrylique na tulungan kang mag-build ng comment count mo. hehe

may bagong sponsors. update your list. Dali!

hehe

Heto na ako ulit. :)

Hindi ako sumali sa contest eh. I won a tshirt naman before. :)

I know mananalo kayo. yey!

masakit nga namn ukitin ang puso ng isang taong di namn para sayo. :(

badtrip lang sa ofis. Di na ko makapag-blog. Tumibay yung firewall nila. di ko mapenetrate. DARN!

Pero i will make a way. haha!

Yeah, why not remove the word verification thing? :)

heto na ang pang-30 :)

i will go back here tomorrow. to add more!! :)

galing galing ng post na to..emo to the next level..lolz!

nakibasa lng po at naaliw :-)

kumuska na, suportahan kita sa pakontest na ito...

yay, dami ko na palang utang sa'yo. kasali ka pala dito. di naman ako nakakapag spam. hehe. nakow, sige bawi ako.

tsk, busy lang medyo. hehe.

nakow, marami rami tayong hahabulin ah!

drama ni stain sa taas.

nagplugging lang ng site niya.

maraming-maraming salamat sa pagdating! salamat sa pagsuporta sa akin.

grabe, nakakatuwa ang mga bumibisita at nakikialam sa mga post ko. heheh. medyo matagal bago ako makapag-post ng bago dahil nga kailangan ko munang isaayos ang lahat-lahat. at para na rin sa contest. goodluck sa ating lahat!

Hi Rcyan,
I saw your comment at the shirt design website. Don't worry if you don't win or you are not in the Top 10. There's a consolation prize. Yung free e-load. hehe

Or you can buy the shirt from me syempre discounted kasi sumali ka sa pa-contest ko at nagvote. I'll give you 50% discount. :)

Or I can guarantee you a free shirt if you can bring 10 more votes for the shirt design. Thanks.

http://monzavenue.blogspot.com

In order for me to count the votes referred by you, please tell them to leave a comment w/c includes your name like "Rcyan's friend" :)

Or kahit 6 more votes lang. FREE ng ang shirt mo :)

again, sa comments it must include ur name :). if you have many e-mail add, you can also create multiple accounts at that site however, only 2 accounts per computer yung allowed. :)

sino na nga pala nanalo sa patimplak na ito?? hehe! hindi na ako nakasali... i'm currently blocked..hehe!

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thanks, rcyan :)

ang sugat pag tumagal hihilom at mag iiwan ng bakas.

bakas na masasabi nating sugat ng nakaraan na magbibigay ng gabay at pilat na masasabi na'ting nagbigay ng aral.

kailangan nating tandaan na di lahat ng gusto ay maaaring makamtan.

pero di rin naman ibig sabihin noon na di na tayo aasa.

sabi nila kung ang dalawang tao ay para talaga sa isa't isa kahit anong tambling natin para maghiwalayin sila, sa huli sila pa rin ang magkakatuluyan.

kung nakarama ka ng sakit at ginhawa sa ngayon isa lang ibig sabihin noon na normal at umiibig ka talaga.

kung di ka naman gusto ng napupusuan mo, ayos lang yun.. sabihin mo na lang sa sarili mo.

"hindi nya deserve ang emoness ko" Nyahahahaha :D

ayos lang 'yan :)

wow, ang galing naman..never pa kong nagkaboyfriend pero nafeel ko na kung pano mainlove ng todo..
yeah, you're right its cheesy but common, it's the reality. The pain of letting go can never be truly forgotten. It can almost kill us.

A man reserves his true and deepest love not for the species of woman in whose company he finds himself electrified and enkindled, but for that one in whose company he may feel tenderly drowsy.
-George Jean Nathan

A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love.
Henri B. Stendhal

All mankind love a lover.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.
Albert Einstein

Looking back, I have this to regret, that too often when I loved, I did not say so.
David Grayson

Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.
Javan

Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up.
James A. Baldwin

Love is a gross exaggeration of the difference between one person and everybody else.
George Bernard Shaw

Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life.
Leo Buscaglia

Love makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place.
Zora Neale Hurston

Someday, after mastering the winds, the waves, the tides and gravity, we shall harness for God the energies of love, and then, for a second time in the history of the world, man will have discovered fire.
Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

Take away love and our earth is a tomb.
Robert Browning

The hours I spend with you I look upon as sort of a perfumed garden, a dim twilight, and a fountain singing to it. You and you alone make me feel that I am alive. Other men it is said have seen angels, but I have seen thee and thou art enough.
George Edward Moore

Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity.
Henry Van Dyke

To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead.
Bertrand Russell

love is pain!

ang galing galing! salamat sa pagsuporta sa akin! natutuwa po talaga ako. salamat po ng marami. =)

ang emo naman nito,pero sweet... :)

ginatungan ba ng panahon ang iyong dam-damin.. sa pakiwari ko'y nakakapagdulot ng malalim na emosyon ang panahon ng tag-ulan...

Ang dami nmn quotes ni Axrealm, pa-forward naman sa text.. hihihi

Hay friend... wag nang emo... wag ng sad.. :( *HUGS*.
ganyan talaga ang life. ewan. ayoko magreact. mejo bitter kasi ako sa mga ganyang bagay. hahah!

galing talaga magspam ni ax!

andaming comments, kaya naman pala hindi ka na dumadaan sa bahay ko kasi dami na nito... tampo na ko.

@ stain. gumaganon?

hm, wait lang sa spam ha. medyo maraming ginagawa ang axrealm.

aba at may tampuhang nagaganap

@ax

bc ka pa ng lagay na yan ha

@stain

gusto mo ako magspam sau,,hehe

I have been astonished that men could die martyrs for their religion -
I have shudder'd at it.
I shudder no more.
I could be martyr'd for my religion
Love is my religion
And I could die for that.
I could die for you.
~ by John Keats ~

How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?

I am like a falling star who has finally found her place next to another in a lovely constellation, where we will sparkle in the heavens forever.

Every time we love, every time we give, it's Christmas.

All ideologies end up killing people. If you separate love from nonviolence you turn nonviolence into an ideology, a gimmick. Structures that are not inhabited by justice and love have no liberating or reconciling force, and are never sources of life.

Love seems the swiftest, but it is the slowest of all growths. No man or woman really knows what perfect love is until they have been married a quarter of a century.

Is it so small a thing
To have enjoy'd the sun,
To have lived light in the spring,
To have loved, to have thought, to have done...

kamusta? hehe.

ano nga ba ang love?

yes, ang dami na

Hi Rcyan, a new poll is up on my blog. please vote for your entry :)

kapatid annangyari sayo napako ka na ata dito.

Contest is now closed. Comments Counted. Thank you for joining Rcyan.

By the way, unfortunately, the Emo-Love Til Death Do Us part shirt design didn't make it to the top 20. But we have another design which made it to the top 20. I hope you can take time to vote for this other shirt design. No need to register, just sign in :)

http://www.designbyhumans.com/vote/detail/59748?contest_id=22&filter=special

Contest is now finally closed. Comments Counted (82). Thank you for joining Lambing. :)
Check out my site. Winners will be announced within this day.

WINNERS has been announced!! Please check out my site.

http://www.monzavenue.com

kumusta ka na rcyan?

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