Personal ANNecdotes

March 5, 2019 Today marks my official rebellion from my good girl image. I guess for several years now, my aggressive side has been suppressed until it can't hold up anymore. Fear has repressed that fighter side. I always chose to be responsible, always chose to be selfless, always chose to be understanding until I lost myself in the process. I felt like this marks my rebellion against God as well. Though I don't know exactly what I should rebel with him in the first place. I guess, I really don't have plans of being an atheist. But, I wanted people to see that I am not a person to trample with. I have feelings. I have emotions. I have things that I have always wanted to express. And I guess, this is the point of getting this piercing in the first place. It hurts, honestly. In fact, I can feel it stinging a little. I don't know where I've taken the courage to get to that place in the first place. I have always admired people who have piercings here and there. And so, instead of watching, I've decided to get one as well. I'm not sure however, on how to maintain this well. So help me God. I really don't have plans of fighting against you. It's about time to show those people that I'm not someone to mess up with in the first place.