Personal ANNecdotes

05.21. 2019

In My Dreams

Are you awake or soundly asleep?
For my eyes refused to shut on this quiet evening.
My mind kept on asking,
Should I be brave and take that step toward you?

You are but one Messenger and Facebook chat away,
But my fingers hesitate in pressing that button for Wave.
I know you are actively dating this girl,
And will not waste a minute to give me a nod or turn.

Would it be too much to ask for a Hi?
Would you misunderstand if I said hello,
Then, typed in 'What' s Up? '
In a modern world where people are just one click away,
Why is it hard to let you hear the words I' ve wanted to say.

I feel like a teenage girl trapped in a woman's body,
Whose hands get clammy when her crush is near.
Yes, my heart is wildly thumping whenever I sense you are here.
And my words go gibberish when I know you can hear me.

I'm torn between saying I miss you,
Can I hold you?
I want to know you more.
Please let me into your heart and allow me to caress those wounds.

Please don't misunderstand my feelings.
I can love you for good.
I am sincere and loyal, trustworthy and worth keeping.
Please let me in sweetheart and let me fill your lover's part.