Personal ANNecdotes

Melancholy

I need a friend.

I need a physical companion, someone who has a sturdy and warm shoulder to offer. I need those shoulders to cry on.

I have been going through so much that I don't know where to ask for strength at this moment.

I've been constantly praying to God. But, I am at this point where a visible listener with physical presence is most welcome.

Someone who would tell me everything will be okay inspite of all the tears that are coming down on my face. Someone who would hug me and reassure me this is just one random storm that will pass over after the night. Someone who would kiss me on the cheek and make me feel how happy it is to be loved and taken care of.

Someone who would be there for me through all ups, downs and turnarounds of my life.

I badly needed a friend and companion right now. I feel like life is closing in on me and troubles related to work and personal matters are hitting me left and right. Make it a jab and a low blow sometimes.

I feel so exhausted to the point that I want to end things now and never wake up again tomorrow.

When will all of these stop? I just wish I could finally rest, close my eyes and never see the light of day again.

But, giving up on life is a cowardly stance. Lashes and pitfalls will appear out of nowhere every now and then. I wish I could be the exact replica of that companion whom I have been longing to have.

I wish to find you as early as now.